Written on a 4x6 note card by Stan Julin.
April, 2002
My tendency is always to estimate a man [or] an author by the estimate which he appears to have of the Bible. Is he for it or against it? Does he love the words of God? Is he jealous of God's words? Does he oppose the wicked who love to pick at it because it exposes them? I look for men like that.
The Bridge to Moses
It is in the wee hours of the morning, and I have tried and failed to achieve a state of slumber. Illumined by a single lamp, I now sit on my couch, glaring grumpily at my coffee table and listening to the ambient sounds of my sleeping household. From the neighboring kitchen, a clock’s tick, normally lost in the hubbub of life, chronicles the steady march of sleepless time. The refrigerator compressor kicks on for a few minutes, then yields to the mournful sound of a distant train, penetrating the glass of a window behind my head.I am bored, and so I eventually rise and make my way to my empty guest bedroom where there awaits me a large bookcase filled with a wide selection of literature. Before this structure I plant myself and begin, somewhat absently, to scan the familiar, and somewhat musty rows of fact and fiction found thereupon.
Note Card: On Secret Thoughts
Written on a 4x6 note card by Stan Julin.
[Blog Author's Note: The thoughts that follow come from the book of Job, but they are not the usual lessons others have gleaned from this book.]
April 23, 2002
Lessons from Job: The really significant issues of a man's life are those that are beyond the view of other men. These are the things that God observes, and He Himself keeps them close to His own secret thoughts, all the while engaging Himself with others in other matters of heavenly business and activity. Since the secret thoughts of a man are the real measure of a man, we may, with some security, assume that God's secret thoughts are those that reveal who He is also.
If a person chooses to disclose to another the thoughts that he has to himself, that other person is in a privileged place of honor; and the more honorable the person is who tells his secret motivations, the greater the privilege of the person listing to his words...and not merely the privilege of being on the inner circle of a noble person, but one could not help but realized that he is considered to be able to appreciate and sympathize with the thoughts of that person. Who is man that God should open up His heart to him and want man to know Him as the angels never could?
[Blog Author's Note: The thoughts that follow come from the book of Job, but they are not the usual lessons others have gleaned from this book.]
April 23, 2002
Lessons from Job: The really significant issues of a man's life are those that are beyond the view of other men. These are the things that God observes, and He Himself keeps them close to His own secret thoughts, all the while engaging Himself with others in other matters of heavenly business and activity. Since the secret thoughts of a man are the real measure of a man, we may, with some security, assume that God's secret thoughts are those that reveal who He is also.
If a person chooses to disclose to another the thoughts that he has to himself, that other person is in a privileged place of honor; and the more honorable the person is who tells his secret motivations, the greater the privilege of the person listing to his words...and not merely the privilege of being on the inner circle of a noble person, but one could not help but realized that he is considered to be able to appreciate and sympathize with the thoughts of that person. Who is man that God should open up His heart to him and want man to know Him as the angels never could?
Note Card: Beauty, Tranquility, Happiness
[Blog Author's Note: Happy Valentine's Day, Mom.]
Written on a 4x6 note card by Stan Julin.
December, 2006
Thinking of Connie and what she has done, and of how she has fulfilled the model role of a woman in her life...
She took whatever I could get and transformed it into beauty and tranquility and happiness. She strives to do that with everything she touches for everyone. She deserves much better than anything I could get for her.
Written on a 4x6 note card by Stan Julin.
December, 2006
Thinking of Connie and what she has done, and of how she has fulfilled the model role of a woman in her life...
She took whatever I could get and transformed it into beauty and tranquility and happiness. She strives to do that with everything she touches for everyone. She deserves much better than anything I could get for her.
Note Card: On Understanding Women
Written on a 4x6 note card by Stan Julin.
December, 2006
For a man to say he does not understand women is not true. Part of it is that he is not willing to understand them or that he has not tried to understand them.
Perhaps the reverse is true, that women do not understand men. But...women, being relational beings, try to understand men and often are successful.
December, 2006
For a man to say he does not understand women is not true. Part of it is that he is not willing to understand them or that he has not tried to understand them.
Perhaps the reverse is true, that women do not understand men. But...women, being relational beings, try to understand men and often are successful.
Note Card: The Jig is Up
Written on a 4x6 note card by Stan Julin.
[Blog Author's Note: When my father wrote this, he had 3208 days to get his house in order.]
August 21, 2002
I am beginning to understand why my mental outlook is changing in this last period of my life. Truly God has so arranged life that a man would be increasingly chuted into a pondering of who he is before the eyes of God. The whole experience often brings tears to my eyes. The jig is up, so to speak. Get thy house in order, for thou shalt die and not live. I have a lot of "getting in order" to do.
[Blog Author's Note: When my father wrote this, he had 3208 days to get his house in order.]
August 21, 2002
I am beginning to understand why my mental outlook is changing in this last period of my life. Truly God has so arranged life that a man would be increasingly chuted into a pondering of who he is before the eyes of God. The whole experience often brings tears to my eyes. The jig is up, so to speak. Get thy house in order, for thou shalt die and not live. I have a lot of "getting in order" to do.
Note Card: The Last Word
Written on a 4x6 note card by Stan Julin.
[Blog Author's Note: To avoid confusing readers of Catholic background, note that the word "saints" is used below as a reference to all persons who have appropriated redemption in Jesus Christ.]
May 22, 2006
Hebrews 9:28 - "...unto them that look for him shall he appear the second time without sin unto salvation." For saints, when Jesus comes (returns), no more will his purpose be for sins, as if he did not quite finish at Calvary, for never again will the issue arise as to our sins or our sinfulness, for all of that is gone.
Then why does it bother us? Because we know ourselves. If he will not mention it, why should we? If we think it, is he? Do we really assess Calvary adequately? If we entertain fear, is that unbelief? Or is it simply a residual flavor of this world and of the spirit of the age?
[Blog Author's Note: To avoid confusing readers of Catholic background, note that the word "saints" is used below as a reference to all persons who have appropriated redemption in Jesus Christ.]
May 22, 2006
Hebrews 9:28 - "...unto them that look for him shall he appear the second time without sin unto salvation." For saints, when Jesus comes (returns), no more will his purpose be for sins, as if he did not quite finish at Calvary, for never again will the issue arise as to our sins or our sinfulness, for all of that is gone.
Then why does it bother us? Because we know ourselves. If he will not mention it, why should we? If we think it, is he? Do we really assess Calvary adequately? If we entertain fear, is that unbelief? Or is it simply a residual flavor of this world and of the spirit of the age?
Note Card: We Do Groan, Being Burdened
Written on a 4x6 note card by Stan Julin.
[Blog Author's Note: The Note Card entry below contains some good thoughts but particularly caught my attention as a good example of a style that is typical of my dad's writings. When he mentions his darker thoughts, he does not leave them simply to stand on their own but concludes by turning them toward brighter thoughts of hope in God. Throughout this blog, I have tried to follow this same pattern as I have discussed the tragedy of those dark final days of his struggle with Alzheimer's Disease. We are in good company, for this is the common pattern of the Psalms.]
August 15, 2002
I do not like life; it's too much trouble. We that are, in this tabernacle do groan; being burdened. Someone said it well: Life is hard; then you die. [Eric's Eulogy mentions this same statement.] We who have sworn allegiance to Jesus are the children of God -children- bewildered, unskilled, exposed. Some might think I am a wise man. If turning my back to that which is transient is wise, then I suppose I am. In the end, however, it is for God to say. I am willing to wait for that.
[Blog Author's Note: The Note Card entry below contains some good thoughts but particularly caught my attention as a good example of a style that is typical of my dad's writings. When he mentions his darker thoughts, he does not leave them simply to stand on their own but concludes by turning them toward brighter thoughts of hope in God. Throughout this blog, I have tried to follow this same pattern as I have discussed the tragedy of those dark final days of his struggle with Alzheimer's Disease. We are in good company, for this is the common pattern of the Psalms.]
August 15, 2002
I do not like life; it's too much trouble. We that are, in this tabernacle do groan; being burdened. Someone said it well: Life is hard; then you die. [Eric's Eulogy mentions this same statement.] We who have sworn allegiance to Jesus are the children of God -children- bewildered, unskilled, exposed. Some might think I am a wise man. If turning my back to that which is transient is wise, then I suppose I am. In the end, however, it is for God to say. I am willing to wait for that.
Note Card: A Stranger and Pilgrim Observes a Hardee's Dining Room
Written on a 4x6 note card by Stan Julin.
[Blog Author's Note: My father was a regular patron of the Ocoee Hardee's, where he spent many of his mornings and where many of the note cards featured on this site were written. He was not quite the pariah he seems to describe below. My son accompanied him one morning and reports that my father took him all around the Hardee's dining room, introducing him to all of the other regulars who, as a matter of habit, congregated there each morning. My dad's sense of aloneness stemmed from the fact that he was so heavily invested in the next world that he had not the knowledge or ambition to pursue many things which occupy the minds of others.]
August 17, 2002
I can look around Hardee's and see worldly-wise men, assured, "successful", engrossed in their pursuits, talking with their families, in their own little worlds. I am not one [of them] but a stranger...They would be bored with me, which is fine. I couldn't succeed if I doubled my speed, for I'm not going that way. To them I'm a stranger, yes...to myself also a pilgrim.
[Blog Author's Note: My father was a regular patron of the Ocoee Hardee's, where he spent many of his mornings and where many of the note cards featured on this site were written. He was not quite the pariah he seems to describe below. My son accompanied him one morning and reports that my father took him all around the Hardee's dining room, introducing him to all of the other regulars who, as a matter of habit, congregated there each morning. My dad's sense of aloneness stemmed from the fact that he was so heavily invested in the next world that he had not the knowledge or ambition to pursue many things which occupy the minds of others.]
August 17, 2002
I can look around Hardee's and see worldly-wise men, assured, "successful", engrossed in their pursuits, talking with their families, in their own little worlds. I am not one [of them] but a stranger...They would be bored with me, which is fine. I couldn't succeed if I doubled my speed, for I'm not going that way. To them I'm a stranger, yes...to myself also a pilgrim.
Note Card: She Was Better Than I Deserve
Written on a 4x6 note card by Stan Julin.
March 25, 2004
Thinking back to the days of the daily war to get money for the family, it was hard, but through all of it, Connie was always there, doing her part. She was and still is better than I deserve. If I had it to do again, I would do it with her, and I would try to be a better man. I just hope that, in the life to come, our paths will often cross.
March 25, 2004
Thinking back to the days of the daily war to get money for the family, it was hard, but through all of it, Connie was always there, doing her part. She was and still is better than I deserve. If I had it to do again, I would do it with her, and I would try to be a better man. I just hope that, in the life to come, our paths will often cross.
The Fullness of Time
Christmas Day of 2011 finds me with some moments to reflect upon the events of the past year, events which have brought hardship and, indeed, death to my family, events which have also brought new life. For purposes of such reflection, I have taken a seat in a guest bedroom of my wife’s parent’s house, my position allowing me to gaze out at the winter branches of the woods behind their North Georgia home. An intermittent rain spits from a grey sky, forming droplets, which cling temporarily to the bare branches before completing their journey to the cold, adhesive Georgia clay. There is, in this scenery, a beauty best enjoyed from indoors, and it is evident from the sounds elsewhere in the house that the other family members who have gathered for the holiday have contented themselves with indoor pursuits.
This pilgrimage to my in-law’s home has become a Christmas tradition in the twenty years my wife and I have been married. To be precise, I believe 18 of our 21 married Christmases have been spent with them. Though the city and state of my in-laws’ residence has changed and though the cast of characters who gather in their home has evolved, the fun of spending Christmas in a big house surrounded by the smell of food, the laughter of games, and the thump of excited little feet on the stairs is a Christmas tradition that continues to call us back year after year. So it is that this view of the bare winter branches upon North Georgia hillsides is familiar to me. It is a part of who I am, and the life I have led, the familiar curse of Interstate 75, followed by the blessing of family.
Note Card: Now They Break Down the Carved Work
Written on a 4x6 note card by Stan Julin.
[Blog Author's Note: My father never heard of Occupy Wall Street, but he offered some commentary on their ilk.]
May, 2004
I suppose that, if a mob could be easily persuaded to ask the crucifixion of Messiah, we should hardly be surprised that this populace should burn down the city that our forefathers built with their own blood. A man was famous according as he had lifted up his axe against the thick trees; but now they break down the carved work thereof at once with axes and hammers. Thus vision and industry, hopes and dreams, faithfulness and affections, truth and liberty are vilely thrown away.
[Blog Author's Note: My father never heard of Occupy Wall Street, but he offered some commentary on their ilk.]
May, 2004
I suppose that, if a mob could be easily persuaded to ask the crucifixion of Messiah, we should hardly be surprised that this populace should burn down the city that our forefathers built with their own blood. A man was famous according as he had lifted up his axe against the thick trees; but now they break down the carved work thereof at once with axes and hammers. Thus vision and industry, hopes and dreams, faithfulness and affections, truth and liberty are vilely thrown away.
Note Card: The Other Son of the Father
Written on a 4x6 note card by Stan Julin.
[Blog Author's Note: This note card contained some interesting thoughts, but it needed some editing for clarity. What follows, therefore, are my father's thoughts, edited by me. (Also, note that my father's references to "Ron" are to Ronald Hoffman, pastor of Circle Community Church.)]
October 26, 2007
What were the chances, when Jesus stood before Pilate, that Pilate would have in his custody a man whose name (Barabbas) means "son of a father"? This was no coincidence, a wicked man crossing paths with him who is altogether righteous. I remember mentioning this to a few people whose response was, "Humph." Obviously, to them, the Son of the Father crossing paths with the son of the father was an observation of little value. So I kept it to myself from then on. But I noticed it again when Ron mentioned it in one of his sermons. I will concede to Ron.
[Blog Author's Note: This note card contained some interesting thoughts, but it needed some editing for clarity. What follows, therefore, are my father's thoughts, edited by me. (Also, note that my father's references to "Ron" are to Ronald Hoffman, pastor of Circle Community Church.)]
October 26, 2007
What were the chances, when Jesus stood before Pilate, that Pilate would have in his custody a man whose name (Barabbas) means "son of a father"? This was no coincidence, a wicked man crossing paths with him who is altogether righteous. I remember mentioning this to a few people whose response was, "Humph." Obviously, to them, the Son of the Father crossing paths with the son of the father was an observation of little value. So I kept it to myself from then on. But I noticed it again when Ron mentioned it in one of his sermons. I will concede to Ron.
Note Card: Crossing Jordan
Written on a 4x6 note card by Stan Julin.
April 20, 2000
Why did John baptize in Jordan, specifically? Why did Elisha say that Naaman should dip himself in Jordan? What was there about that muddy stream?
It pictures Christ, who humbled himself to come down for a while, first to be a Galilean (600 feet below sea level), tabernacling among us, and then descending to the lower parts. (The lowest part of the earth, [is] the Dead Sea, 1300 feet below sea level, from which the only exit is straight up in vapor form.)
April 20, 2000
Why did John baptize in Jordan, specifically? Why did Elisha say that Naaman should dip himself in Jordan? What was there about that muddy stream?
It pictures Christ, who humbled himself to come down for a while, first to be a Galilean (600 feet below sea level), tabernacling among us, and then descending to the lower parts. (The lowest part of the earth, [is] the Dead Sea, 1300 feet below sea level, from which the only exit is straight up in vapor form.)
Note Card: Life Giving Seed
Written on a 4x6 note card by Stan Julin.
December 12, 1994
Luke 8:5: We hear of the birds eating the seed, but skip over the fact that it was also trodden down... Also tending to be overlooked , eclipsed, is the fact that, in this parable, the one common item is the Word. The reception varies greatly, but it is the Word of God that never varies. Here we have the seed, and the seed has life within itself, capable of producing reproductions of itself. It is not, as some think their concepts of it that matter. It is not the boiled down principles that produce life. It is not that the person receiving it imparts to it a living character upon obeying it. Itself is life giving. Nobody denies that the depth or warmth of reception makes a difference, but that simply confesses that people have varying degrees of preparation for whatever reason. The Word of God is alive! Itself! It will produce the life of God in any receptive heart.
December 12, 1994
Luke 8:5: We hear of the birds eating the seed, but skip over the fact that it was also trodden down... Also tending to be overlooked , eclipsed, is the fact that, in this parable, the one common item is the Word. The reception varies greatly, but it is the Word of God that never varies. Here we have the seed, and the seed has life within itself, capable of producing reproductions of itself. It is not, as some think their concepts of it that matter. It is not the boiled down principles that produce life. It is not that the person receiving it imparts to it a living character upon obeying it. Itself is life giving. Nobody denies that the depth or warmth of reception makes a difference, but that simply confesses that people have varying degrees of preparation for whatever reason. The Word of God is alive! Itself! It will produce the life of God in any receptive heart.
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