June 2, 2011
Recent changes in my father's breathing and blood pressure swings indicate that the he will not be able to go on indefinitely. Prior to these changes, he has simply seemed to be asleep and quite comfortable most of the time, though each day has shown a successively greater impact of dehydration.
My birthday was May 29, and although it was not the happiest birthday ever, I was relieved that he did not pass on that day.
For me personally, the most difficult part of this experience has been saying goodbye to him for the last time every night as I leave the hospice.
My mother remains with him most of the time, though she has taken short breaks.
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